January 2010
summer.xo
dear summer i was looking at pictures and i realized how much i miss you and hate winter i miss my tan being outside for 15 hrs while working and loving life laying in the grass cold beers on the patio bbq’s the beach parties outside summer dresses and flip flops walks picking daisies please come back soon, winter has become a pain in the ass, and the snow is too darn cold love raerae
At this age, everything is changing. Day by day we...
heydreamer:
checkyesmel:fashionismyheroin:oce-nap:fearlessfight
i wish this wasnt true to some extent, but people change feelings change.. life changes
daddy
just had lunch with dad. he had an interview close to my work so he stopped by. i upgraded his phone and we had some greek food. he breaks my heart some days.. but today was a good day. he said his interview went well and it was in his field, pretty much the only thing he does well besides coaching. he hasnt worked in so long though and i am afraid that it gets held against him. he seemed...
help haiti
text Aid to 45678 to donate $5 money goes on your next cell phone bill <3 spread the love
had a hangover quote off with krysten today, probably the highlight of my work day also saw a lady wearing short aqua cowboy boots.. today is a good day :)
“counting cards isn’t illegal its just frowned upon like masturbating on an...”
– the hangover.. alan :)
a solution
i have seen tay every day basically since thursday, and it feels like no time has passed he me smile and laugh like no one else last night while discussing options for me and riley he came up with a solution.. he asked me to live with him here. his commute is only going to be 25 mins and we can all be together again. its a big decision something we have to think long and hard about. are we ready...
my boy
my eyes burn from crying, hes my boy i cant just let him go please let there be another way besides giving him away …please!!
out of options
i dont even know what to do alex doesnt want riley here anymore and im not just going to live here without him where would he go so now where do i go i cant go home i cant afford first and last at another place what am i supposed to do? what is this going to do to me and krysten im lost, confused, upset and i am out of options
what happened?
it took everything i had to not think about you it took everything i had to not want to think about you now its all i do i left for a reason right? is that reason gone? do i still remember what it is? i wanted to see you tonight instead of waiting for tomorrow im going to be nervous all day we are different people now we live in different towns we have different lives does that mean things...
its been a long time
its been about 2 weeks since i have posted anything, and it has probably been the craziest 2 weeks of my life. christmas was busy, it was different though… first christmas in 5 yrs without Taylor. it was almost too busy to notice, but not busy enough. i thought about him the whole day. although i pretend i didnt, i cant deny it to myself then there was move in day.. moving everything in, it...